Dear World of Blog,

I do apologize for my absence. I will try to do better in the future.

Love,

dani.

The Amazing Coming Back of the Even More Amazing Dani Stetka.

Ok. So this 'come back' isn't amazing. I am not amazing. I am Dani Stetka though. That's gotta be worth something...

The reason I have been gone is because alot has happened. Things were great! I graduated, got accepted to school, went to senior week (had a blast). Life was good.

Then, like everything in my life (no, literally EVERYTHING. I'm keeping a running tally.) everything decided to go horribly and miserably wrong. I don't think my life has sucked this much in all 4 years of high school. And I spent mos my junior year with out any friends trying to figure out how to pass my classes while finding a point in continuing at all. (not like, life. I'm not a suicide type...just in general...)

I can't say exactly everything that's gone wrong. I'm not allowed to say some, I don't feel like saying some, if I say some it may screw me over more then help me. Others seem so petty that you'd think I was a really shallow idiot who just had a panic attack over an ipod. If you really want to know what's wrong though (not that you would. or that anyone is reading this. Except Ethan probably...)

Basically, what I'm trying to say is that my summer has sucked. It was supposed to be amazing. But that lasted about a week. Did I do it to myself? I don't know. I never do. Whenever I end up in a situation like this, lets call is situation J..., I have to wonder if I bring it on myself. It happens to often to be just coincidence.

I don't feel like typing anymore. Mainly because I hate talking about my problems. I need my friends to pull them out of me and make me talk about it otherwise I bottle it all up and end up watching The Nanny at 2:23 am as a tool to distract myself to stop the tears that seem to be never ending. Hypothetically of course.

Ok. Good night. Text if you want. I'm pretty sure my phone still accepts texts...

I have found new respect for Stavi.

I cut off part of my finger at work. I can't type much though, because it's all wrapped up. I have a picture if anyone wants to see. Text me and I will send it to you. Ok. Bye.

Love = Love

Guess what? I'm straight. That doesn't change the fact that I am completly pro-gay rights. Not all people who fight for rights have to be in that category. It's not like fetuses fight for themself. Or that the people that protest abortions are fetuses. But this isn't about abortion. This is about the fact that everyone in Maryland, and many other places, seem to think that if you think a man and man or a woman and a woman can be as happy as a man and a woman, that automatically means you like pussy. Or dick, if you're a guy. Not always. Get a clue America.

Question:

Is it still being paranoid if you can prove it's actually happening to you?

R.I.P. Bea Arthur.

Ok, I'm kinda super super pissed right now. I lent (insert 'friend's' name here) my cell phone charger on Friday because she lost hers. Well, I forgot to get it back from her before I left, so she took it home. Well, last night after the military ball (my phone had no bars left, but it wasn't dead left) I realized I didn't have it so I texted her. She told me she had it so I was happy, because I thought it got left at the school. I asked if I could pick it up the next day, and she said sure. Well, I turned off my phone trying to conserve energy. The next morning I woke up and turned my phone back on. I had one bar again, so I was pretty elated, thinking it would last till I got my charger back. Well, I texted (friend) around 11-12ish asking when I could pick it up, and she said she could just drop it off. I said that was great. Around 130-2 I hadn't heard from her, so I texted her again asking when she was stopping by. She asked how long I would be at my house. I, jokingly, said 7 (because that's when I had to go to work). She told me she would be there around 3. My phone died around 2:30. She never came. My other friend texted her around 6 and I just found out she told my other friend that she had to go to work, and would drop it off after. I even had a friend at work text her. It is now 12:36 (her work closed at 9:30) and I have no way of contacting this friend. Needless to say, I am pissed.

Good things:

In 4 days, it's a month till my last day.

Something really funny happened at work tonight;

(I was in the back at work with Andrew, my brother, and a few other kids at work when Alex Kammerer walks back)

Alex: Dani! Did you hear Guinness (book of world records) called...you won the fattest ugliest cunt award!

(laughter from my coworkers)

Me: Oh that's so cool! No one thought I would win because I was up against your mom!

Best burn of my life.

Other, not really good but not really bad things:

I think I got flashed by Miley Cyrus.

The end.

What The Frak?!

I didn't go and eat after I posted. I did eventually eat though. Now I am watching 30 rock. Yeeeah.

But the reason I'm posting: Totally forgot there was a blood drive today. Woops.